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Books from Eli

Sudden Awakening: Into Direct Realization
Wake Up and Roar (New Edition) - Papaji

Books from Gangaji

DVDs

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Chasing the Smoke, Missing the Fire
Staying True - Meeting with Eli
Truth of Your Nature

Eli: Everything is Flowing in its Own Way

This interview with Eli took place in June 2010 in Baden-Baden. The questions were asked by Yamika.

 

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About concepts to avoid being here; emptiness and form are the same; to be as you are, there are no rules; if it’s your destiny to sit in a cave then sit in a cave; silence is everywhere; everything flows in its own way – just knowing who you are in middle of all of it; you are what doesn’t change; missing the realization because of chasing experiences; all appearances are tests of love; about “false” Satsang-teachers and “false” seekers; we are already what we are searching for; about kids and school; you can serve best by awakening yourself; stay true to yourself; about survival; the realization of who dies when you die brings peace to the world; about Eli and Papaji; his own self looking back at him; grace; true prayers are being answered in mysterious ways; about Eli’s experiences with cancer; the pressure of self-importance fell away; willing to live and to die; never deny your own majesty; freedom is not in the realm of doing; when you’ re free in silence your are free to do whatever you want; may all beings be happy and free.

 

Eli und Gangaji: The Longing for Freedom

This video consits from cuts from the two DVDs: "Das Verlangen nach Freiheit" with Eli and Gangaji and from the DVD: "Die Bewegungen des Geistes" only with Gangaji. Thanks to Niket from Blissvideo Production for the permission to publishing.

 

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The ability to receive love in periods of stress and distress. Sometimes it takes the worst situations to show us what is possible. And then we have the choice to continue that way or go back, when the crisis is past. The old habit of looking for love, demanding love, or reacting hurt, when we’re not loved. This misses true love. Opening the gates of receiving love and giving it freely. This is to receive what’s here and to give what’s here. Then there is no other: it’s just a reflection of one self. Being able to receive and to give one self. This leads to uncovering whatever self hate may be here. The habit of asking, what’s wrong with the other? – In reality this is self hate projected on others. Leading wars is possible only when this propaganda of hating the other is functioning. All of our culture is based on the designating of the other: how is he? What’s he doing wrong? How should he be? What’s needed is uncovering our own inner propaganda, the propaganda of self hate. Then there is a choice. This generation has the chance of stopping the avoiding. The confession that we like drama, means the drama can never be the same again. The stage of our dramas gets bigger along with our capacity to handle them – until the whole universe unloads in our own song. Discovering the beauty in the unpleasant. So many notes that lead us directly to beauty: nature, a baby face, well-being. Yet the readiness to grow up also means giving up hope that one day it will always be that beautiful. That Mommy, Daddy, Guru or God will take care of it. What’s here? This reveals what has always been here, is always here. Taking a moment, not because it’s good or holy, but just as an opportunity of opening up to this. Doesn’t mean anything. You’re free of designating things – at least a relief. In this the whole drama dissolves. Gigantic love is happening. What can’t we handle? – Death yes? Alzheimer not? Everything comes out of yourself, body and thoughts, you can already handle everything. Consciousness and love are one: Satchidananda. Don’t make a religion out of it.
 

Gangaji und Eli: Serving Freedom and Truth First

This interview with Gangaji and Eli took place in June 2009 in Baden-Baden / Gemany. The language is English with German translation. The questions placed by Kirsten and Dominique. 

 

Video Part 1:

Enlightenment as letting the awareness shine to where has not been looked before; changing phases of silence and a state of silence, in which the „I am“ is discovered; suffering through identification; the Self as That which always stays the same; to rest in peace while suffering comes and goes; the story of the king and the yogi as an example for the story which waits as long as one is in Samadhi; the opportunity not to identify with the story; silence is always here; help in times of shift between silence and states of normal activity; the question „Who are you?“; what IS still in THIS moment; to always live in devotion to only one experience of consciousness without looking for another experience; the mystery about the intense vibration of silence in the presence of Gangaji and Eli as Papaji's living transmission; to come together in a context of silence and thus be the embodiment of silence.

 

Part 2:

About Papji; Gangaji’s and Eli’s relationship with him; Papaji the lion – a Guru and revealer of truth and a manifestation of a free human being; about Gangaji’s awakening;  Gangaji’s and Eli’s mysterious emotional bondage; to surrender all relationships but not the love; the vow to serve freedom and truth first; how to deal with fear; fear as an entry to oneself, when ones identitiy falls apart; to discover what is BEFORE the „human animal“; fear as a dharma bell.

 

Eli

Eli Jaxon-Bear was born Elliot J. Zeldow in Brooklyn, New York, in 1947. His eighteen-year spiritual path started in 1971, when he was a federal fugitive during the Vietnam war. In 1978, Kalu Rinpoche appointed him the president of the first Kagyu dharma center in Marin County. In 1982, he was presented with a Zen Teaching Fan at ChoShoJi Zen Temple in Japan. After a search took him around the world and into many traditions and practices, his path and his search ended when he was pulled to India in 1990, where he met his final teacher, Sri H.W.L. Poonja. 
Confirming Eli's realization, his teacher sent him back into the world to share his unique psychological insights into the nature of egoic suffering in support of self-realization. Eli infuses the teaching with his teacher’s living transmission of silence. He presents a unique map of egoic identification as a vehicle for ruthless self-inquiry and final realization of true freedom. He dedicates his life to passing on the transmission of his teacher.
Eli currently meets people and teaches through the Leela Foundation, a non-profit organization dedicated to world peace and freedom through universal self-realization.
He is the author of Sudden Awakening into Direct Realization, (New World Library), The Enneagram of Liberation: From Fixation to Freedom, (Gangaji Foundation Press), and he is the editor of Wake Up and Roar: Satsang with H.W.L. Poonja, (Sounds True).

More Info about Eli:

www.leelacommunity.org

                                    Last Updated: July 22th, 2010